I got home from work at about 5:30pm today after getting to work at 6am (Yes, I am still working 8-11 hour days at 36 weeks pregnant lol) and of course I had a list of things for Jason and I to do. We received another package of gifts over the weekend and included in it was the mobile that matches his bedding set (pictures of his nursery soon)! This little mobile is soo cute and I was on the fence as to whether or not I was going to buy it and was soo excited when Jason brought it upstairs! (Thank you Auntie Barbara ;-) )
Anyway, as Jason put the mobile up, he called me in the room to ask me where I wanted it. And as he placed the mobile on the side of the crib and wound it up to start the lullaby music, tears just started flowing down my face. I think it is just hitting me that this little boy is going to be here before I know it. He'll be sleeping, crying, pooping, cooing, screaming and all of the other fun things that babies do...with us, here, in our home, in no time! And as I thought about the fact that one day, he'll be in his little crib watching the animals in Noah's arc go round and round, I couldn't stop the tears. Up to now, I haven't shed one tear related to this baby...Not when i found out I was pregnant, not when I first heard his heartbeat, not when I saw his heart flutter on the sonogram, not when I saw his little pee-pee and found out he was a boy...Not once! I'm usually somewhat of a softy but I don't think the reality that I'm carrying a little boy in my womb had hit me yet.
But alas, with only 4 weeks (or less) remaining, my little dumpling will be here soon and I'm finally starting to realize it. My brown skinned baby boy will be here to take on the world and I couldn't be more excited. My heart is still filled with so many hopes and wishes for him--that he'll give his life over to Christ, that he'll marry the girl of his dreams (like I did marrying his dad), that he'll do something that makes him feel fulfilled, that he won't have to learn everything the hard way...so many things...
And the sound of Brahms' Lullaby helped to remind me that he'll be gracing us with his presence soon..
"Lullaby, and good night, with pink roses bedight,
With lilies o'er spread, is my baby's sweet head.
Lay you down now, and rest, may your slumber be blessed!
Lay you down now, and rest, may your slumber be blessed!
Lay you down now, and rest, may your slumber be blessed!
Lay you down now, and rest, may your slumber be blessed!
Lullaby,
and good night, you're your mother's delight,
Shining angels beside my darling abide.
Soft and warm is your bed, close your eyes and rest your head.
Soft and warm is your bed, close your eyes and rest your head.
Shining angels beside my darling abide.
Soft and warm is your bed, close your eyes and rest your head.
Soft and warm is your bed, close your eyes and rest your head.
Sleepyhead,
close your eyes. Mother's right here beside you.
I'll protect you from harm, you will wake in my arms.
Guardian angels are near, so sleep on, with no fear.
Guardian angels are near, so sleep on, with no fear."
I'll protect you from harm, you will wake in my arms.
Guardian angels are near, so sleep on, with no fear.
Guardian angels are near, so sleep on, with no fear."
Talk to you soon...
--Lisa






































